实习医生格蕾第九季

F推荐这部剧给我的时候，他还在苦逼地啃GRE誓死出国。

如今我看着新一季的GA泪流满面，他早已把媳妇都拐到美国去读书了。

第一集看到Mark离开我就坐在电脑前面抱着膝盖哭得不能自已。

上一季的结尾他跟Lexie还深情款款彼此说爱，这一季这对欢喜冤家就都离开。

虽然常用戏谑的语气调侃爱情，爱到这么纠结仍是没法不动容。

心里爱得死去活来表面上满不在乎的小把戏玩得够多了，真到了生离死别的时候才明白，爱是需要大声讲出来。

哪怕是在一起吵吵闹闹磕磕绊绊，也好过最后一刻牵手对视却再也无法厮守。

第二集里Torres几乎是奔波在所有受伤的医生之间，这头给这个做手术，那头盼着最亲密的朋友赶紧醒过来，转身又要安慰已经崩溃掉的妻子……记得Torres这个人物刚出来的时候我真是不怎么喜欢她啊，年轻争强好胜又担不起重任。

可其实她真的够强大，George走了，跟Arizona车祸，一直到现在也许她没有经历过那么多的创伤，但是她就是一直在收拾残局，默默看着一切在自己的努力下一点点好起来。

Owen哥亦如从前对C姐不离不弃。

好吧微波炉先生，尽管你睡过别的女人，就凭你给C姐擦背而且一直抱着她告诉她“I'm here.”，你他妈的就是我心里最好的男人。

说回到最催泪的Mark离开。

Chief坐在他床边帮他读协议，然后他接过来一项一项签字。

我看着他的手臂挥舞熟练签字的样子又哭得像个傻逼。

无论你曾经多么强大多么强壮多么牛逼，面对死亡所有人都无力。

尽管GA里看过太多生离死别，这么一个深爱的人就这样平静离开还是接受无能。

珍惜眼前的爱人吧，不知哪天也许就突然离开。

第二集结尾依然是GA一贯的风格，Grey沙哑的嗓音说着最治愈的话：“I figure this place has given me as much as it's taken from me.I've lived here as much as I've survived here.It just depends on how I look at it. I'm gonna choose to look at it that way, and remember you that way. Hope you're good.”===============================================追GA大概四、五年了，刚才哭得正难过，突然想起自己从未写过什么给它。

这么一篇东西，不算是影评，只是想给我心里最治愈的GA写点什么——无论生活处在怎样的低潮，GA总会给我深刻绝望中的光亮，让我相信爱与希望。

总算这季不是太虐，没有大死大离别。

就像Grey 和 Yang,也都成熟许多，不像以前那么纠结，耍闹，凡事都有自己的定见了。

末了Arizona的出轨实在是不解，明明是瞬间的意乱情迷，明明是内心的蠢蠢欲动，最后还要归结于空难的aftertruma，这后遗症延续的未免也太长了些，对于Callie来说又何尝容易？

虽然她没有在飞机上，没有经历当时的生死离别怒吼悲痛，但A的痛难道不是她的痛？！

从事后就小心翼翼，呵护照顾派对烛光调情，种种承欢，最后还是换来A说的不应该锯了她的腿？！

fuck off.....A真应该感激美国的医疗，有这么好的义肢，这么好的复原计划，当然还有这么体贴的爱人，还要如何？！

不要把自己的一时冲动全都归咎于他人。。。。

还是喜欢Yang,那么鲜明的个性，就她自己做的，就是为OR而生，她跟HUNT之间没有将来，孩子是横亘在他们中间的跳跳肉，随时会发作，而Yang坚定的不要孩子的人，既然无法妥协，只有放手。

Bailey就是这个医院的灵魂，有时咄咄逼人，凶悍，但有了孩子后温柔许多，对细节追求完美，不允许有纰漏，多好的医生呀，多负责的态度呀，有这样的态度国家才有前途不是吗？！

Grey终于生了，尽管最后还是小惊险一把，但明眼人也知道绝不会让她出事的，要不然还拍啥啊。。。

编剧也算把他虐够了，该放过她了。。

不着急新一季，不是说不期待有更新，是一种奇妙的心情，虽然你知道这是一个剧，但总觉得他们就那样存在着，在ER和OR里忙碌着，没更新是没大CASE出现，没什么交待的。

这种感觉，很好。

实习医生格蕾第九季归来后，每看一集，哭得不能自已，感觉只有哭才能让感情抒发出来，我们受过伤，怎么从伤痛中走出来，是每个人的人生中，总会有的命题，看到格蕾在空难中，失去了Lexie，老公Derek的手不能再上手术台，最好的挚友杨离开自己身边，自己的灾难恐惧症，可看她一边强大自己，一边安慰老公，一边解开挚友的心结，生活在她的坚强下，一切都变得美好起来，这也许就是我一直米有放弃看格蕾的原因，她教会我去爱，去接受痛苦，从逆境中成长起来，只要有爱，有信念。

尽管看这一季第一季的时候，我忍不住的一直狂骂WTF。

但是我依然不能舍弃这部剧。

因为这些年来，这部剧一直陪伴着我，喜怒哀乐，带我们经历了生死，经历了离别。

这部戏越来越沉重，却也让我们看到了现实，看到了生活。

而更重要的是，不管有时候他们彼此多么讨厌对方，却一直在那里，一起走下去。

生活本就艰难，在这九季以来，他们经历了无数的磨难，但总能找到一种方式，坚强的走下去。

而这是GA带给我的，永不磨灭的希望。

即使伤痕累累。

每次看GA，总会有一些沉重，但这不就是生活吗。

回首过去，我们的辉煌我们的挫败，我们在经历的一切。

我发现在，我依然这么爱GA。

多希望你一直走下去。

这一季真的好虐啊，飞机失事阴影一直缠绕着一整季……痛失了Mark, Lexi ，这一对人儿本来在一起多好，却偏偏总是相爱相杀……Grey, shepherd 算是比较甜蜜美好的，小宝宝也都安全出生了。

calie, Arizona 也好虐啊！

超级喜欢这一对les 的，明明都一起走过那么多大风大浪了，在面对第三者的诱惑时，Arizona 还是出轨了，超级心痛大C！

明明之前Arizona 还说离不开c 的，可是一切的一切，还是源于那次大c 为了救Arizona 帮Arizona 截肢…虽然知道不是当事人可能没法完全体会当事人心情，失去一条腿是多么绝望的事情，可是真的时间不能淡忘一切吗？

大c 也是为了救A 啊……真的好心疼大c ……另外觉得四月和Avery 挺搭的呀！

虽然马修也是超级帅和有爱啊！！

可是还是真心更加重要吧，所以虽然对马修残忍还是觉得应该选择Avery这部剧中也越来越喜欢yang 了，真的好喜欢她的性格，对热爱的工作做的非常好又霸气，对喜欢的人又可以温柔，现在基本都很多人都很温柔了，就算是Alex。

而且也在教导学生上有了很大的进步，真一个好老师！

希望自己也可以像yang 一样做的这么好！

最后一集结局主任触电也是超级伤心💔啊！

希望他不会死！！

这一季也是贡献了好多泪水呢，希望下一季还是这么好看！

最好能欢乐一点

杰克森确定自己爱的是四月，并且不能没有她时，四月已经和深爱自己的男人站在教堂牧师面前即将要说出“yes,I do.”杰克森犹豫，站起，说:I love you，April，爱你所有一切，即使有我不喜欢的，我仍爱，并且，我认为你也爱我，是吗？

无法忘记二人牵手冲出教堂后脸上漾起的短暂的幸福的笑容。

相对于就这样不顾一切冲出教堂，就这样心里藏着别人和深爱着自己的男人举行婚礼，反而更加不负责任,骨子里敬佩着这种行为，虽然后果“不堪设想”，想到如果是中国式的婚礼那得处理多大一烂摊子事儿。

可事实证明，没有几个人会永远关注于你，那么每个人都只用对自己负责，于是世界和平了。

《同桌的你》女主的矫情为何如此合理？

太有中国特色。

全优的女主总是通不过斯坦福的入学申请，男主总是一经女主鼓励就能轻而易举地通过各种各样的考试，可是却在毕业后混的不咋的，这是嘛呢？

青梅竹马的男女理应终生厮守相爱到老是个美丽的梦，最后被现实打败总会让人略感可惜，人生或许理应本就如此。

杰克森敢于直面内心而后勇敢道出，或许总是容易“垂涎”自己做不到的，所以容易被感动。

年轻时的林一单纯一根筋也挺可爱，美国式作风不用考虑诸多后果，中国式教育总让人无形中多出无数道枷锁，勇敢面对多半会成为空话。

从此，他们终将残酷地成为那个彼此永远都忘不掉的回忆，成为两条永无交集的平行线。

正如他的回答:再来一次，即使知道她永远去不了美国，他也义无反顾。

他已经不再如年少时般简单明了。

十年奋斗，十年沉淀，他不再年轻不再稚嫩，不再以她为唯一梦想。

走在选择的岔道上，选了，对错没有定论，只能硬着头皮走下去。

末尾的婚礼上，我贪心地希望林一能如杰克森一般走向女主道出一番感人肺腑而又霸道的“抢婚”言论，却也是知道万万不可能。

中国人的中国故事总能背着重重的重重的“壳”，好重好重啊……

第九季开始就死的死，残的残，我真不知道这部追了4年的剧，为之落泪为之欢笑的剧要怎么样下去，mark死了，lexie死了，arizona废了，一帮人患了飞机恐惧症……想想我真的融入到了剧里了，每个角色都深入我心，每个角色都丰满立体，无论最后会不会狗尾续貂，都值得我相守，值得我追随！

---这集没有太多的具体内容，故事依然沉迷在空难后遗症里无法自拔。

其实“纳粹”对新住院医师的看法很正常，在旧人眼里，新人永远是破坏秩序的代名词。

但其实所谓的旧人当年不也是这么走过来的么～～

This is a place where horrible things. You're right to go . You're probably escaping disaster.Look at me . I proctically grew up here. And you are right . It's hurt me.In ways I'll probably never get over. I have a lot of memories of people. People I've lost forever.But I have a lot of other memories,too. This is the place where I fell in love.The place where I found my family. This is where I learned to be a doctor.Where I learned how to take responsibility for someone else's life. And it's the place I met you.So i figure this place has given me as much as it's taken from me. I've lived here as much as I've survived here.It just depends on how Iook at it. I['m gonna choose to look at it that way, and remember you that way.Hope you're good, bye.--Merodith YOu are my person. YOu will always be my person.--Christina

又回顾了一遍，更加理解了原来甜的发齁的Calzona是怎么一步一步变成后来的样子的。

不说后来的狗血剧情，第九季水准还是可以的。

首先第一集最后给了一个片段，胖C叫AZ“ get up and snap out of it ”，AZ喊出 "Snap out of this? How am I supposed to snap out of this when you cut off my leg?"，这时一个特写镜头给到了AZ身上，左腿膝上截肢，还残留着长长的疤痕。

这时我们就知道了，这季虐她俩是没跑了。

第二集有关Arizona的几幕交代了截肢的缘由，也展现了空难后Arizona性格上的大转变的同时，也埋下了今后所有矛盾的种子。

第一幕（展现AZ是多么信任大C）：Owen和另一个医生（Boise chief）在看片子，Boise chief说她的专业意见是截肢，Owen也露出认可而无奈的神色。

AZ听到了这些，要求看片子，并说不同意截肢，而且坚决不会在这截肢，她要回去找Callie，她相信Callie一定有办法的。

第二幕（展现AZ性格上的转变）：回到西雅图之后，她问Callie感染是否有好转，Callie只说不要担心。

Alex进来，扯了些有的没的，实际上还是想说抱歉，因为如果他不耍脾气，上飞机的就会是他，金毛也不会出事了。

而AZ真的很生气的说，她也是这么想的，为什么受伤的不是你这个没家没室的浑小子，而是我这样有美满家庭的人？

还让Alex滚出病房。

这里还给了Callie一个镜头，Callie面无表情的看着说这些狠话的金毛，也承接后面的“She's just an empty shell”。

第三幕（展现不能“感同身受”的Callie，Arizona对未来的担忧，同时大C许下不截肢的承诺）：Sofia来了一会，Arizona说要多带孩子出去玩玩，还说要买个房子，就可以在院子里玩，不用每天都呆在屋子里了。

AZ问“Do we have a plan yet?”Callie说，我们等感染好转就知道有什么选择了，还说她知道这很难。

Arizona说你不知道，因为你知道你的未来是什么样的，你可以带Sofia去公园，你以后还可以站在手术台前，但我知道我的选择是什么，时间越长，就更只剩截肢一个选择了，她对Callie说，“Do something. You need to do something. Please. Please don't give up on me, Promise me you won't let them take my leg!" Callie说好， "I promise." 抱住AZ的表情却是那种百感交集，难以抉择。

第四幕（告诉观众截肢是更好的选择，而Callie却尽了一切努力试图保住AZ的腿，因为她希望AZ能变回原来的样子。

这也是之后所有矛盾的根源，即使后来AZ自己都接受了自己现在的样子，但是Callie却一直都希望AZ能回到原来的样子，所做的那么多都是试图fix，但是再怎么努力也不可能回到从前，而适当的放弃反而能带来更好的生活。

）：Owen和Callie在研究Arizona的治疗方案。

Callie说了一个方案，说这可以保住她的腿。

Owen质问什么叫保住，她的腿不可能回到从前了，而且以后年复一年的修复和慢性疼痛远不如假肢带来的生活质量要高，而且手术还可能加重感染，风险很大。

Owen告诉Callie，“You are not doing anything, She is your wife, not your patient.” Callie绝望的说，“She's not my wife. I don't know who she is. It's like you're looking at her, but there's nothing inside. I feel like she's just this shell. All the Arizona's been scooped out, she's just the shell now and I want her back. And I don't think I'll ever get her back if we cut off that leg, so I'm going to save it. I've made a plan to save it, and you're gonna get on board.”第五幕+第六幕+第七幕（arizona有了保住腿的希望，但随后落空）：callie给她测了体温，说一直在降，明天就可以做手术了。

Arizona还称Callie“outstanding”。

随后Alex来找Arizona说话，AZ突然抽搐。

随后Alex去找正在给Sheperd手术的Callie，说arizona is crashing，感染性休克。

Alex说他所有能做的都做了，但情况仍然在恶化，再这样下去AZ就必死无疑了。

Callie发现现在已经无路可退了，终于狠下心说，cut it off. 最后还给了一个Alex做截肢手术的镜头和Callie看到Arizona醒了但没有高兴表情的镜头。

第三集主要就是展现Arizona低落的心情，厕所名场面看一遍戳一遍。

C: I'm coming to get you, you're going to this meeting, it starts in twenty minutes!(looking for her) Arizona... Where are you? (she finds her lying on the bathroom floor) Are you okay? Where is the nurse?AZ: I didn't like her, so I fired her.C: Oh, great, great. It's just... Why are you...?AZ: I thought, that I could get to the toilet on time by myself. Apparently I was wrong.C: Did you fall, are you ok?A: Do I look ok? I'm sitting in a pool of my own urine!C: I'm putting you in the shower.AZ: No, just get out!C: Hey! Do not talk to me that way!AZ: Please, please, get out!C: Arizona...AZ: Did you hear me? You did this! I can't even pee by myself!C: Yeah and that's a problem because you now stink! This bathroom stinks! I'm not sharing my home with somebody who smells like this!AZ: (screaming) Get of off me!C: (puts Arizona in the shower while crying) I have nowhere else to go. This is my life now too!(Arizona looks at her and realizes that she's trying to help her and that she is suffering too.) 但还有一段也很戳，是大C对那个家长说的那段。

感觉这里跟后来的一个病例有所呼应，那个病例是女孩主动要求截肢，因为年复一年的修复手术和长期的慢性疼痛让女孩生不如死，截肢反倒可以给女孩更好的生活质量，正如Arizona一样，感觉那个病例是AZ真正理解大C的转折点，AZ笑着对女孩爸爸说出“She's your little girl”的时候，一瞬间想到大C说的这句“She's a little girl. Be her parent. She needs you to be the bad guy.”真的戳心。

第四集开始尝试假肢。

但态度依然很不好，会对Callie乱发脾气。

Alex真的暖男一枚了。

Callie所说的 "Your name never comes up!" 说明Callie从来没告诉过Arizona是Alex做的手术，这也为之后埋下伏笔。

最后一幕AZ让大C坐在沙发上，也是努力接纳自己的一种体现吧。

第六集Bailey真的是高招，算是帮助AZ逐渐走出来的关键一步。

所以帮助受伤的人走出来的办法不是鼓励，是让她觉得自己还有用武之地。

第七集开始回归工作，摔倒在手术室里反而释怀了不少，最后抱着Sofia的样子简直不要太美。

Callie: What's goin' on here?Arizona: (holding Sofia on her lap) Oh. We're havin' a little dance party.Callie: So... I guess you had a good day?Arizona: Yeah, yeah. I fell down.Callie: What? What happened?Arizona: (smiles) I got back up. 这些都展现出，Callie关心则乱，很多事作为AZ最亲近的人反而不敢做也不能做，所以对帮AZ恢复没什么办法。

倒是Bailey和Alex对AZ的恢复起到了很好的作用。

第九集第十集是比较关键的两集，Bailey婚礼前后的这几段剧本都很好。

第一段（甜言蜜语，难掩失落）AZ: You're supposed to wear heels to a fancy occasion.C: Oh, come on.AZ: No, they make you feel tall and confident and feminine and-- And my plastic foot isn't the right shape for... heels. I didn't get that kind.C: Well, I mean...AZ: It's not nothing. I mean, why do you think women all over the world wear them?C: Because women all over the world are stupid.AZ: Oh, okay. So you're gonna wear flats?C: Oh, I'd be happy to wear flats.AZ: Oh, no, you wouldn't because then you would feel dumpy.C: Oh-ho. Did you just call me dumpy?AZ: Can you just one second admit that you know what it is I'm talking about?C: Okay, I know it's hard. It's hard all the time, and this is just one more reminder. But you're so so beaustiful. Yeah, people stand next to you and immediately feel bad about themselves. It's a public service that you're a couple of inches shorter. It is a kindness to every other woman at that wedding that you are just one tiny bit less beautiful.(AZ转身睡过去，脸上没有高兴的表情，胖C想have sex又不能，只得悻悻睡去）这段说明了，两个人都在经历很难的时光，虽然仍然相爱，但是已经有了芥蒂。

同时细节显示Callie十分想have sex，这也是后来矛盾之一。

这段真的很甜，学到了！！！

第二段（争执升级，Callie失态）（AZ看着假腿和平底鞋叹气）C：And we are back on the shoes.AZ：Please don't eben say it out loud. It makes me feel even more stupid. Just... tell her that I wasn't feeling well.C: You've gotta be kidding me.AZ: Do not belittle me, okay? You have no idea what it's like--C: Oh, trust me, trust me, I am intimately familiar with what's going on, and I'm over it. You're exactly the same person you were before, just minus a leg.AZ: You think it's nothing?C: No. Oh, no, no, no, no. I think it's everything. And--and you know what? It has been... for months. And I have been supportive for months. But there comes a point where you have to suck it up and stop whining and start living. Okay, so you have one leg. It's a wedding. It's a wedding. And weddings are sweet and beautiful and n-no one's gonna notice that stupid leg because everybody's gonna be looking at Bailey, and maybe for one night, our lives can be about something other than that damn leg. My whole life is about that leg. I haven't had sex in 5 months because of the leg! Enough about the leg!第三段（直面心结，求你别走）

其实AZ说出这段话，大概也是受到了Callie劝Bailey逃婚的刺激。

她知道Callie之所以会说出让Bailey逃婚的那些话，也是因为最近Callie在她们的婚姻中过得很不快乐。

AZ这么骄傲的人，却说出了这么卑微的话。

句句戳心。

AZ: Please don't run.C: What?AZ: It's all been awful. And I've been awful. But I'm just starting to feel like myself again. And I know that not everything can be about my leg all the time. And I don't want it to be, but right now, it just... it is. But I can't lose you. So please... don't run.C: After the car accident, you never left my side. Not once. There's no way I'm leaving yours.

Please don't run.赢了官司后的这一段也很能反映Callie的不能感同身受。

Wait. Wait. Wait. Wait. Wait. Why is everyone rushing off? This is a momentous event. Shouldn't we do something, like celebrate or... Okay, maybe "celebrate" is too strong a word. Dinner. We should have a dinner, come on. We've been sitting in rooms with each other for months talking about this, and we just won. What's wrong with sitting in one more room with--with food in front of us?之后金毛说还是觉得很weird，但Callie坚持要吃。

（这段还体现了金毛比大C对孩子的保姆更熟悉，大C称保姆curly hair（can't sit）、art student（fun、Sofia loves her）和unibrow（clean），之后金毛不太高兴的说，你应该记住他们的名字，并且应该叫Claudia（Unibrow），因为Kelli只照顾过一次）。

最后还是吃了晚餐，并且Callie坚持要祝酒，发生了下面一段对话：C: I'd like to have a toast.AZ: Oh, Callie, no toasts. You know what? Let's just get this dinner over with--C: Arizona stood for five hours. AZ: That's not the point.C: Yeah, I know. Do you realize how big a deal it is? You standing for five hours isn't the point? ...可以看到AZ这时脸上并不高兴。

一是经历过空难的人并不认为赔偿值得庆祝，去吃这个晚餐反倒提醒他们这段恐怖的回忆，二是AZ是个完美主义者，在之前刚用义肢的时候，因为不完美她甚至都不愿意出门，而大C却把站五个小时当作特大喜讯来说，AZ显然是不高兴的。

当然，站在大C的立场上，也是完全可以理解的。

她是真心高兴大家活下来，并且慢慢走出阴影。

这就是整个事件的悲剧性所在——相爱，试着互相理解，但是一方面没有经历的人永远不能感同身受，另一方面经历的人看没有经历的人永远有一点羡慕嫉妒恨的成分在。

幻肢痛这一集。

最开始AZ做噩梦，惊醒后大C迷迷糊糊问"What? What's wrong?" AZ说“Nothing.”大C继续迷迷糊糊说“Is it hurting again?”AZ说“No, I'm fine. I'm fine. Go back to sleep." 大C说“Okay”之后继续睡过去。

大C没有给AZ足够的关心，可以理解是她每天也过得很辛苦，但这其实不应该。

而AZ也明白大C的辛苦，不希望大C为了她牺牲，各种矛盾的心理让她不会去和大C说这些痛苦，反而是跟Owen说。

而一直不跟大C说，就无法解决矛盾，反而导致后面的一系列错误。

Owen: Callie knows all this. What does she say?AZ: I ha--haven' t told her.Owen: She's an orthopedic surgeon.AZ: And I have been her patient for so long. And I just am starting to feel like a wife again, and she needs me to. I cannot have this. I am finally getting my life back together, and--and I will not be screwed over by something that's not even there!Callie听说关掉ER很生气，AZ想睡觉，大C说太生气都睡不着了，AZ对她说了一句：“Do you want to go to the beach with me?” (这里真的太爱AZ了）第十三集有一个有趣的病人Simmi，丧气满满，三言两语消灭了Alex，又几句话戳痛了一贯乐观的Callie。

（以及CA关于当Sofia的bad guy的吵架真的好可爱）最后还是AZ出场解决了这个问题。

一瞬间，从前的那个AZ仿佛就回来了，她说“you will not, not, become a monster that takes everyone else down with them. You will treat people with kindness and respect” 这段也是AZ在鼓舞自己吧。

AZ: I lost my leg, less than a year ago. And I was scared and in pain and I thought that I would never be able to do the things that I like to do anymore. But I did. I operated on you.Simmi: Wow. They send the cripple in to teach me how to live my life.AZ: Okay. Okay. You know what? You can be scared and you can be pissed and you can lie here like a garden slug till you die for all I care. But you will not, not, become a monster that takes everyone else down with them. You will treat people with kindness and respect. And you will start with yourself. And you will start by standing up and you will do so by the time I count to three, or I will drag your ass out of this bed.

everything is totally out of your control第一个小插曲（“That's a cute logo. Sofia would like it. She likes horses.”）： Callie: Hey, look at this. "Hand in hand, we'll walk together, partners on the road to your brighter tomorrow." This is who's buying us.Arizona: That's a cute logo. Sofia would like it. She likes horses.Callie: It's not a horse. It's a pegasus. And it wants to hold your hand. 第二个小插曲（“And Mark's share is not our money. It's Sofia's. ”）：C: And, uh, we've got Mark's share, too.AZ: Mark's share?C: Yeah, and Lexie's maybe? Is that rude of me--Grey：I mean, I would have to ask her f--our--our father--AZ: Don't worry. Excuse me. Yes, this is rude of you.C: Okay, I'm sorry, but we can't waste time on politeness here.AZ: And Mark's share is not our money. It's Sofia's. You should've talked about this with me--C: That's what we're doing.AZ: I mean privately with your wife.第三个小插曲（“And our daughter deserves as much protection as we can give her. ”）：AZ: We are not spending this money. If I have learned anything in the past year, it's that we don't get to know what's coming around the corner. Anything can happen, to you, to me. Anything. And our daughter deserves as much protection as we can give her. And we have the chance to not have to worry no matter what happens, a chance to be prepared should the worst happen--C: I don't want to live like that. Getting ready for disasters that may never happen. Derek: Well, we have an opportunity right now to do something about it. And maybe we have a responsibility to do that--AZ: Don't try and make me feel selfish. Don't try and make me feel guilty just because you do.Derek: Who said I felt guilty?AZ: I think--I think you felt guilty, but that's not--it's not--D: No, no, no, no. no. Let's--go ahead. Tell me.AZ: Some of us died. And some of us are gonna live with challenges for the rest of their life. And you-- you got the money. And you got your hand back and you got your career back. And I think that you feel guilty. I think you feel guilty about your decision to sue and I think you feel guilty about having all this money. And now I think that you want to be the one that comes in and saves everyone, and you have to be the hero. And it's selfish and egomaniacal, and now it's affecting my family. So just stop. Okay? Everything that you've done to make it better has actually made it worse. So please stop.C: I think we should go.Grey: You should.第四个小插曲： 以为买不了医院之后，AZ看起来了房子（大C抱着Sofia），讨论起未来，对大C说“We have each other, and we have a beautiful baby, so we can go wherever we want." （AZ真的很爱Sofia啊，所有事情第一个想到的都是Sofia）第18集，AZ有了新的仿真的可以穿高跟鞋的腿=有了自信，决定和大C have sexy night. 但穿高跟鞋很疼，AZ跟大C抱怨，但大C第一反应是今天又没sex了。

之后还说了几段有点阴阳怪气，确实很伤人的话。

AZ的脸色变得很难看。

这也是后来出轨原因的一个侧面吧。

Callie: That ass does not quit.Arizona: These heels are killing me. What was I thinking? I mean, heels were a pain even before I had a plastic leg. Why'd I think it'd be better now?Callie: Oh, can I take a look?Arizona: Nope.Callie: Oh, well, I just might be able to help.Arizona: Mm. You're not my doctor, you're my wife.Callie: Here we go.Arizona: What?Callie: Uh, we're not gonna have sex tonight.Arizona: Wh... I... Who said... Who said that were not gonna have sex tonight?Callie: That's what you're saying. You just told me your leg hurts so that tonight when I put on my drop dead gorgeous underwear, you're gonna tell me to change into my sweats. And then when I look disappointed, you're gonna say, 'Please don't make that face, Callie. You know that my leg has been bothering me today,' and...Arizona: What kind of manipulative bitch do you think I am?Callie: You're not manipulative and you're not a bitch. Okay? I'm a bitch. Yeah. You are uncomfortable like you have been for a very long time now, and if I were a really good person, I would continue to be patient, but apparently, I'm not. Callie高兴的说Bailey有了新的基因实验室，但却看到AZ在哭，变身Dr.Torres给AZ开始massage。

这段发糖甜死了。

Callie: The prosthetic is not the problem. You leg's your problem. I deal with residual limbs every single day. It's... they get sore. (Callie starts massaging Arizona's leg) Is that okay?Arizona: It feels better. You know, I could, um... I could give you a massage, too.Callie: With your girlie hands? Forget it.Arizona: Thank you, Callie.Callie: Hey, right now I'm Dr. Torres. TED演讲。

AZ独特的抗忘词法hhh 结果，好巧不巧，来了一波骨科病人，Callie被困住了。

两人矛盾的另一个侧面。

Callie说这个TED是近些时间唯一的好事了，而AZ却说她的演讲不够好。

（Webber还没事瞎掺和。。。

）AZ: Calle, I asked for an ortho consult, and they sent me to you. Weren't you supposed to leave hours ago?C: I was, but then... baked Alaska.AZ: I'm so sorry. Well, hey, look at it this way. Now you have time to spice up your speech for next year. And I still need an ortho consult in O.R. three when you're done.C: Spice-- spice up?AZ: No, I didn't say that.C: Uh, you did though.AZ: No, no. I'm saying that these-- these talks are never about what they're... about.Webber: I-I heard one about floating algea pods, and it ended up reminding me to live every day to the fullest. It was very inspiring.AZ: Yeah. Yeah, and yours is just about, you know... cartilage right now. But no one sells cartilage like you. And it is-- it's a great speech. C: You know this invitation was the one uncomplicated good thing that happened in a while, the one thing that I was really looking forward to.AZ: Yeah, and I'm telling you that it's great.C: No. You're telling me it's not... Finally. And it helps. I feel better about not going, I'll see you in O.R. three.AZ很暖的安排了直播，还鼓励大C “Just talk. Just be who you are.”Callie放弃了notes，展示了一个精彩的演讲。

"what holds us together when things fall apart."Hi. I'm Dr.Callie Torres. And... I have a pretty bad year. I was almost killed in a car wreck, then I... nearly lost my wife in an accident that claimed the life of my best friend and the father of my child, and some other stuff. I'm a orthopedic surgeon by trained, and I work with cartilage, so I've spent a lot of time thinking about what holds us together when things fall apart.第23集，虽然前面铺垫了不少，但是这个出轨还是有点令人意外，而且是一个huge huge mistake。

（大妈能不能不要这样对Calzona。。。

哎，如果没有这次出轨，大家会既心疼大C又心疼金毛，但现在怕是一边倒的心疼大C了。

）前面的铺垫说明她俩嫌隙已生，之后她们的这段争吵也显示即使AZ和大C都在努力的往前看，但是AZ仍然芥蒂失去一条腿，而大C觉得我也经历了那么多糟糕的事，但AZ只觉得大C没有失去什么。

回过头看，她们之间的矛盾一直在，只不过大家都努力去忽视，努力去爱，但是忽视和压抑只会导致矛盾最终一次性的彻底爆发。

小三那句“You are allowed to lose a little bit of control”确实戳中了AZ的心事，她一直无法跟Callie吐露心声，一方面是Callie已经面对的很多了，她不想成为累赘，另一方面Callie有时在轻视她的需求，她害怕失去而不敢说。

所以她后来一直努力的迎合Callie假装一切没什么不同，仿佛一切都如Callie所说“只是少了条腿”。

绷得太紧了就会断，伪装的太久了也会累，突如其来的暴雨和好看的小三，只是问题的导火索，让所有的矛盾以一种最坏的方式爆发了。

关于Arizona出轨动机的事，下一季会做更多探讨。

（关于fix，关于before me& after me）Callie: I thought … I thought we were past the hard stuff. I thought... I thought we were finally good!Arizona: We were. We … we are.Callie: We're married!Arizona: I know.Callie: We … Oh God, we have a child!Arizona: I know …Callie: How could you do this?Arizona: I don't–I don't know..Except I did...Callie: After all that's happened this year, everything we've been through, everything we survived. The bankruptcy, Mark, the plane, ...Arizona:Oh! You weren't on the plane, Callie! You weren't in the woods and you did not hear Meredith crying for Lexie and Mark moaning in pain or hearing me scream in pain. You weren't there and you keep acting like you were, but you weren't! But it wasn't your experience!Callie: I lost Mark. You almost died!Arizona: I lost Mark and you almost died. (screaming) You weren't on the freakin' plane! You want it? The street cred, the badge of honor, the warrior wounds? Then great, stick out your leg and I will go grab a bone saw and let's even the score! (crying)Oh...Callie: (shocked) It always comes back to the leg?Arizona: I trusted you, more than anything, more than anyone, in my life. And you decided to cut it off.Callie: (screaming) To save your life!Arizona: You didn't lose anything! I did! I did.(They both are silent for a couple of seconds.)Callie: Apparently, I lost you.